Here I am Sunday morning and so excited that I don't have to work
tomorrow!! I have been in much better spirits this week, I think I'm
over the going home depression, I have moved on to looking toward a
more positive outlook for the rest of January. I am not bad, I think
I'm too hard on myself sometimes. I think I need to spend more time on
thinking about the things I would like to accomplish this year. I need
some goals, so I am going to spend the next few days really thinking
about what I want this year. #1 should be managing my money better, I
made twice as much money this year than I did last year and I have
little to nothing to show for it. I am so bad about spending my money
as fast as I spend it and I don't know anything about investing money.
I'm going to look into an IRA or something low risk to start, since I
don't have a lot to invest at one time. #2 Is go back to the gym!!! I
know I feel like a different person all together when I work out, it
just feels good. and the rest I will have to think about but I think
it's a pretty good start.
I read the below this morning and it made me hopeful. No matter how bad
I feel about myself sometimes, someone out there thinks I'm ok and my
mother doesn't count (it's a given, she has to love me even when I'm a
brat). Happy Sunday
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you
probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner
or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
I have stayed up one too many nights lately wondering what it all means. There is no end to sadness, I just have to figure out how to walk away from it and stop being so damn destructive. 
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